To be Loved 🤎👩🏿‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏿💕

I woke up with something to say on my spirit, hopefully by the end of this blog post it will be able to be released. To speak truthfully I'm not entirely sure how to put it into simple words because it's not a simple feeling. My heart feels heavy because it feels like it's lacking something and over this past weekend it feels like it was reminded exactly what it is. I believe I've discussed love on this blog before, maybe it was the wish I could be post I'm honestly not too sure but I feel like I've said that I am a hopeless romantic who just loves love. At this point I'm just stalling, my spirit/heart feels heavy because of the lack of that specific feeling. I've been in a healing stage for a minute and honestly, when you are by yourself it is easy to kind of forget ways you used to feel maybe about someone or something because it's not in front of you; this weekend, because it was in front of me, I was reminded of how I used to feel deeply about someone and honestly I just genuinelymiss that. To clarify I miss having a genuine connection, I miss being able to feel with someone and connect on those feelings. Out of sight and out of mind is all fine and dandy until you are in sight and now all of a sudden it's in mind.

Side-note: this entry was written on Oct 9th, 2022

Ciao!

-Ify 🤎