Auld Lang Syne 🎆🥂

Hello! Long time no see lol. Happy New Year! 🎉It's a new year and it's my first blog post of 2023. To recap 2022, it was a year of Rebirth; figuring out who I am, who I want to be, where I want to go, what's stopping me, who's stopping me, what am I afraid of, etc, etc, etc. Overall, 2022 was the year that I put my self-awareness into action and really dissected who I was, to try and find who I am. I'm still trying to find who I am or who I want to be. 2022 was something I never expected, I never expected to have to find myself because I never knew I was lost...until I was lost. Coming into 2023 I feel a bit found but there's still a bit of haze and that's okay. It's all okay. I don't know what I'm doing and that's okay. I'm afraid to jump sometimes and that's okay. My path isn't clear sometimes and I don't always think I'm doing a good job and that's okay! What I forgot until I was reminded is that I am a human being and it's my first time out here, there should be some grace. What I mistook for gaining awareness of my existence is that being aware meant I now needed to perfect every last thing about me that was unfavorable when in actuality being aware of that existence should mean that I comfort the unfavorable & forgive the unawareness, tell them its okay, that now I know I'm going to nurture, love, grow, never fault but hold accountable to all of the new things my awareness might bring. I'm now aware of me & whomever she is growing to be. 2023 I pray I just continue this journey & that God is with me every step of the way. I pray that this blog continues to heal me and that I never stop writing. I pray that I be used as a vessel by the Lord and that my words help during this process. So here's to 2023 may it be our best year yet and may you also continue to give yourself the grace to grow, love, laugh, nurture and replenish.

Cheers!

-Ify🤎